what a happy day

26th Dec Boxing Day Sat Sunny, but windy


Oh my God! He wrote me back! Super super happy now!!!
Actually, didn't expect that I will be this happy. I didn't even expect that he will wrote me back.
When I saw his reply I was much happier when I saw X's message...
Maybe I am more clear with how I feel with them now.

It's nearly the end of year. Some people...I still love, but not in that way. Some people is still important to me, as friends. Some people...don't konw how to love any more, can only be friends that I found hard to connect to.
So many things have happened though the whole year. Have met more friends, have lost some friends, have learnt more about people and myself, and have picked up some friendships back now.

Listening "Red Bean" again and again now. So in love with this song, the lyric really tells what I feel about what I have been through. Some thing can never come back, some people and some things, I really shouldn't spend more time on them. Not because they are not worthy, it's just time to move on.

Things can never come back. Look forward, what a beautiful tomorrow will be. =)

small world

21.Dec Mon A bright sunny day

It's a bright sunny. I am now sitting in sis' shop and writing this blog coz I am a bit bored now. Well, also coz what happened these days......

Can't believe that lady is really his mum...Before I thought I was just a bit too suspicious... But, suddently when all i gussing become real, that nearly knock me down!

Sigh...these days, I have realised that I wasn't being strong. What I do is only avoiding how I really feel. I have been thinking about what I should do to let all these feelings go away. I know I should start to talk to him, but......never see him go online anymore. Don't even know what's going on.....

Does he have a girlfriend now?
Saw what he wrote on J's wall on RR......He doesn't eat properly.....Why? Can I help?
Sigh.......................sooooooooo sooooooooo lost at the moment.
He's important to me, is he?
Do I like him? Or.....just feel weird because we don't talk, don't even like friend now?

Soooo "FAN" now!

Really need to find a chance to talk to him.
Don't want to let all these feelings leave to next year.
Hope things can sort out before 2010 comes.
God bless.