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21.Dec Mon A bright sunny day

It's a bright sunny. I am now sitting in sis' shop and writing this blog coz I am a bit bored now. Well, also coz what happened these days......

Can't believe that lady is really his mum...Before I thought I was just a bit too suspicious... But, suddently when all i gussing become real, that nearly knock me down!

Sigh...these days, I have realised that I wasn't being strong. What I do is only avoiding how I really feel. I have been thinking about what I should do to let all these feelings go away. I know I should start to talk to him, but......never see him go online anymore. Don't even know what's going on.....

Does he have a girlfriend now?
Saw what he wrote on J's wall on RR......He doesn't eat properly.....Why? Can I help?
Sigh.......................sooooooooo sooooooooo lost at the moment.
He's important to me, is he?
Do I like him? Or.....just feel weird because we don't talk, don't even like friend now?

Soooo "FAN" now!

Really need to find a chance to talk to him.
Don't want to let all these feelings leave to next year.
Hope things can sort out before 2010 comes.
God bless.