Damn stressed right now.
That report thing drives me nut!
Really wanna shout now, can calm....
Eeerrrrrhhhh!!!!!!!
what to do?!?!
I hate statistics!
I hate difference between means! What the heck is that stupid thing?! Who cares?!
I'm soooooo....
I'm seriously not ok!!!!!!
Friday, 30 April 2010
Sunday, 25 April 2010
the heros
25.April Sunday Rainy/Sunny/Rainy/then Sunny again/....
There were the heros, and they still are.
I don't want to talk about the politics, or the history.
I am just so touched by seeing these veterans.
I dont like wars, and I dont like violence either.
I love peace.
But, there are some time, wars happen, and there are people who stand out.
These people chooe to take the risk of losing their lives, and the chance to survive with their families, their beloved one.
They have became the heros of a nation, or the world.
I cried.
I cried when I saw those old men were sitting in wheel chairs to finish the march.
I cried when I saw those old men were walking with lame legs.
I cried when I saw those old men were having lovely smiles on their wrinkle faces, waving to the kids and said "nice kids".
I felt lucky.
I am really really lucky to live in a peaceful country.
Thank you for what you have done for us, my dear heros.
There were the heros, and they still are.
I don't want to talk about the politics, or the history.
I am just so touched by seeing these veterans.
I dont like wars, and I dont like violence either.
I love peace.
But, there are some time, wars happen, and there are people who stand out.
These people chooe to take the risk of losing their lives, and the chance to survive with their families, their beloved one.
They have became the heros of a nation, or the world.
I cried.
I cried when I saw those old men were sitting in wheel chairs to finish the march.
I cried when I saw those old men were walking with lame legs.
I cried when I saw those old men were having lovely smiles on their wrinkle faces, waving to the kids and said "nice kids".
I felt lucky.
I am really really lucky to live in a peaceful country.
Thank you for what you have done for us, my dear heros.
Saturday, 16 January 2010
A random one...
16.Jan.2010 Sat a lovely sunny day----sunlight does make ppl feeling happy
As Jany requested, I am now writing this blog, a random one. Feel kinda bad, first blog of the year, but it's just random. Sigh...but, did write a nice one on my chinese blog thought...Hmmm, that makes me feel better now. Haha...
Went to someone's place yesterday. Actually...was a bit disappointing wiz his attitudes...he doesn't care? or he's trying not to care? stupid guy, can't u just treat people nice a bit?!even though...i think it's my fault...sigh...now start worrying for him, but that's nothing I can do for him. Sigh...whatever, don't want to care about this anymore. I think I have let it goes, and do my best to move on.
Now, it's weekend, and next weekend, I will be in HK!!! Then, can see Cyrus, Grace, Kitty, Jazz, Mavis, Beryl...haha, so many people to meet in there! Really wanna hear Cyrus sing Justin's 命硬again. But, well, got not chance I think...Will go to ocean park with him n Mavis. Haha, that should be good enough.
I think I better start planning my trip in HK.
Day 1: arrived, then dinner with Cyrus and Grace. Show Annie victoria harbour, the view at night is awesome!
Day 2: 黃大仙, and some places in Kowloon area, then Tobe's wedding dinner.
Day 3: OCEAN PARK!!!!wiz Cy n Mavis.
Day 4: 山頂，places in HK island...then, may go sing-k.
Day 5: Yum cha in the morning, then go to shen zhen.
haha~ Now I have my plan!
Cool,cool, cool! Getting more and more excited now. And desperately want the food in HK >.<
My 2010 starts with a colourful beginning, and I think the rest of year will also be so colourful and beautiful, hmmm, also joyful. I think this year will be a good year for me! =)
As Jany requested, I am now writing this blog, a random one. Feel kinda bad, first blog of the year, but it's just random. Sigh...but, did write a nice one on my chinese blog thought...Hmmm, that makes me feel better now. Haha...
Went to someone's place yesterday. Actually...was a bit disappointing wiz his attitudes...he doesn't care? or he's trying not to care? stupid guy, can't u just treat people nice a bit?!even though...i think it's my fault...sigh...now start worrying for him, but that's nothing I can do for him. Sigh...whatever, don't want to care about this anymore. I think I have let it goes, and do my best to move on.
Now, it's weekend, and next weekend, I will be in HK!!! Then, can see Cyrus, Grace, Kitty, Jazz, Mavis, Beryl...haha, so many people to meet in there! Really wanna hear Cyrus sing Justin's 命硬again. But, well, got not chance I think...Will go to ocean park with him n Mavis. Haha, that should be good enough.
I think I better start planning my trip in HK.
Day 1: arrived, then dinner with Cyrus and Grace. Show Annie victoria harbour, the view at night is awesome!
Day 2: 黃大仙, and some places in Kowloon area, then Tobe's wedding dinner.
Day 3: OCEAN PARK!!!!wiz Cy n Mavis.
Day 4: 山頂，places in HK island...then, may go sing-k.
Day 5: Yum cha in the morning, then go to shen zhen.
haha~ Now I have my plan!
Cool,cool, cool! Getting more and more excited now. And desperately want the food in HK >.<
My 2010 starts with a colourful beginning, and I think the rest of year will also be so colourful and beautiful, hmmm, also joyful. I think this year will be a good year for me! =)
Sunday, 27 December 2009
what a happy day
26th Dec Boxing Day Sat Sunny, but windy
Oh my God! He wrote me back! Super super happy now!!!
Actually, didn't expect that I will be this happy. I didn't even expect that he will wrote me back.
When I saw his reply I was much happier when I saw X's message...
Maybe I am more clear with how I feel with them now.
It's nearly the end of year. Some people...I still love, but not in that way. Some people is still important to me, as friends. Some people...don't konw how to love any more, can only be friends that I found hard to connect to.
So many things have happened though the whole year. Have met more friends, have lost some friends, have learnt more about people and myself, and have picked up some friendships back now.
Listening "Red Bean" again and again now. So in love with this song, the lyric really tells what I feel about what I have been through. Some thing can never come back, some people and some things, I really shouldn't spend more time on them. Not because they are not worthy, it's just time to move on.
Things can never come back. Look forward, what a beautiful tomorrow will be. =)
Oh my God! He wrote me back! Super super happy now!!!
Actually, didn't expect that I will be this happy. I didn't even expect that he will wrote me back.
When I saw his reply I was much happier when I saw X's message...
Maybe I am more clear with how I feel with them now.
It's nearly the end of year. Some people...I still love, but not in that way. Some people is still important to me, as friends. Some people...don't konw how to love any more, can only be friends that I found hard to connect to.
So many things have happened though the whole year. Have met more friends, have lost some friends, have learnt more about people and myself, and have picked up some friendships back now.
Listening "Red Bean" again and again now. So in love with this song, the lyric really tells what I feel about what I have been through. Some thing can never come back, some people and some things, I really shouldn't spend more time on them. Not because they are not worthy, it's just time to move on.
Things can never come back. Look forward, what a beautiful tomorrow will be. =)
Monday, 21 December 2009
small world
21.Dec Mon A bright sunny day
It's a bright sunny. I am now sitting in sis' shop and writing this blog coz I am a bit bored now. Well, also coz what happened these days......
Can't believe that lady is really his mum...Before I thought I was just a bit too suspicious... But, suddently when all i gussing become real, that nearly knock me down!
Sigh...these days, I have realised that I wasn't being strong. What I do is only avoiding how I really feel. I have been thinking about what I should do to let all these feelings go away. I know I should start to talk to him, but......never see him go online anymore. Don't even know what's going on.....
Does he have a girlfriend now?
Saw what he wrote on J's wall on RR......He doesn't eat properly.....Why? Can I help?
Sigh.......................sooooooooo sooooooooo lost at the moment.
He's important to me, is he?
Do I like him? Or.....just feel weird because we don't talk, don't even like friend now?
Soooo "FAN" now!
Really need to find a chance to talk to him.
Don't want to let all these feelings leave to next year.
Hope things can sort out before 2010 comes.
God bless.
It's a bright sunny. I am now sitting in sis' shop and writing this blog coz I am a bit bored now. Well, also coz what happened these days......
Can't believe that lady is really his mum...Before I thought I was just a bit too suspicious... But, suddently when all i gussing become real, that nearly knock me down!
Sigh...these days, I have realised that I wasn't being strong. What I do is only avoiding how I really feel. I have been thinking about what I should do to let all these feelings go away. I know I should start to talk to him, but......never see him go online anymore. Don't even know what's going on.....
Does he have a girlfriend now?
Saw what he wrote on J's wall on RR......He doesn't eat properly.....Why? Can I help?
Sigh.......................sooooooooo sooooooooo lost at the moment.
He's important to me, is he?
Do I like him? Or.....just feel weird because we don't talk, don't even like friend now?
Soooo "FAN" now!
Really need to find a chance to talk to him.
Don't want to let all these feelings leave to next year.
Hope things can sort out before 2010 comes.
God bless.
Saturday, 21 November 2009
Work Hard, Play Hard
21.Nov Sat Cloudy...
Now, I'm in sis' shop n listen to those music, feel like going to club again.
I know, it's terrible. Haha.
Last night went to HQ with Karen. That was no many people when we just arrived there, but getting quite crowdy at the end. My feet were so hurt at the end, couldn't dance any more, so went to toilet n took pictures. However, I think I can consider that was a fun night last night.
Karen's friend's boyfriend...(so complicated...=.=")got quite a lots mates there. Many of them are studying medicine, and those girls who danced on the top of the seat were all students from the medical school of Adelaide University.
I think, some people will have that kind thinking that doctors, or people study to be a doctor should be like a...boring person...I am kinda like that. But, when I saw those girls, I wasn't surprised. I just felt, life should be like that. When you study, or at work, you should put all your effort in it, and take the responsibility, and do your best. But, when you go out, just enjoy it. Use all your energy to get the fun you deserve to have.Seize the day. Try to most fun you can have, but do all you best to prove your ability.
Work hard, play hard.
Now, I'm in sis' shop n listen to those music, feel like going to club again.
I know, it's terrible. Haha.
Last night went to HQ with Karen. That was no many people when we just arrived there, but getting quite crowdy at the end. My feet were so hurt at the end, couldn't dance any more, so went to toilet n took pictures. However, I think I can consider that was a fun night last night.
Karen's friend's boyfriend...(so complicated...=.=")got quite a lots mates there. Many of them are studying medicine, and those girls who danced on the top of the seat were all students from the medical school of Adelaide University.
I think, some people will have that kind thinking that doctors, or people study to be a doctor should be like a...boring person...I am kinda like that. But, when I saw those girls, I wasn't surprised. I just felt, life should be like that. When you study, or at work, you should put all your effort in it, and take the responsibility, and do your best. But, when you go out, just enjoy it. Use all your energy to get the fun you deserve to have.Seize the day. Try to most fun you can have, but do all you best to prove your ability.
Work hard, play hard.
Saturday, 14 November 2009
Time to Move On
13.Nov Fri melting......
I had a good day, the whole day
It was a really lovely day.
I bumped in old friends, and met quite a few new friends
Which were really good
And, had a good walk with Flo
Everything was good except I forgot to take my exam paper back untill just now
Well, didn't really feel sad after I knew that
It's just...suddently I feel, everyone has moved on, but I'm still here
I feel, I've been left...that makes me feel...lonely
I do hate this word, but it's how I really feel...
I know I got so many people who care about me, who spoil me a lot
But......suddently, I feel...it's different
Time to Move On
I need something different
But, I will still be PICKY~ =P
I had a good day, the whole day
It was a really lovely day.
I bumped in old friends, and met quite a few new friends
Which were really good
And, had a good walk with Flo
Everything was good except I forgot to take my exam paper back untill just now
Well, didn't really feel sad after I knew that
It's just...suddently I feel, everyone has moved on, but I'm still here
I feel, I've been left...that makes me feel...lonely
I do hate this word, but it's how I really feel...
I know I got so many people who care about me, who spoil me a lot
But......suddently, I feel...it's different
Time to Move On
I need something different
But, I will still be PICKY~ =P
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