26th Dec Boxing Day Sat Sunny, but windy
Oh my God! He wrote me back! Super super happy now!!!
Actually, didn't expect that I will be this happy. I didn't even expect that he will wrote me back.
When I saw his reply I was much happier when I saw X's message...
Maybe I am more clear with how I feel with them now.
It's nearly the end of year. Some people...I still love, but not in that way. Some people is still important to me, as friends. Some people...don't konw how to love any more, can only be friends that I found hard to connect to.
So many things have happened though the whole year. Have met more friends, have lost some friends, have learnt more about people and myself, and have picked up some friendships back now.
Listening "Red Bean" again and again now. So in love with this song, the lyric really tells what I feel about what I have been through. Some thing can never come back, some people and some things, I really shouldn't spend more time on them. Not because they are not worthy, it's just time to move on.
Things can never come back. Look forward, what a beautiful tomorrow will be. =)
Sunday, 27 December 2009
Monday, 21 December 2009
small world
21.Dec Mon A bright sunny day
It's a bright sunny. I am now sitting in sis' shop and writing this blog coz I am a bit bored now. Well, also coz what happened these days......
Can't believe that lady is really his mum...Before I thought I was just a bit too suspicious... But, suddently when all i gussing become real, that nearly knock me down!
Sigh...these days, I have realised that I wasn't being strong. What I do is only avoiding how I really feel. I have been thinking about what I should do to let all these feelings go away. I know I should start to talk to him, but......never see him go online anymore. Don't even know what's going on.....
Does he have a girlfriend now?
Saw what he wrote on J's wall on RR......He doesn't eat properly.....Why? Can I help?
Sigh.......................sooooooooo sooooooooo lost at the moment.
He's important to me, is he?
Do I like him? Or.....just feel weird because we don't talk, don't even like friend now?
Soooo "FAN" now!
Really need to find a chance to talk to him.
Don't want to let all these feelings leave to next year.
Hope things can sort out before 2010 comes.
God bless.
It's a bright sunny. I am now sitting in sis' shop and writing this blog coz I am a bit bored now. Well, also coz what happened these days......
Can't believe that lady is really his mum...Before I thought I was just a bit too suspicious... But, suddently when all i gussing become real, that nearly knock me down!
Sigh...these days, I have realised that I wasn't being strong. What I do is only avoiding how I really feel. I have been thinking about what I should do to let all these feelings go away. I know I should start to talk to him, but......never see him go online anymore. Don't even know what's going on.....
Does he have a girlfriend now?
Saw what he wrote on J's wall on RR......He doesn't eat properly.....Why? Can I help?
Sigh.......................sooooooooo sooooooooo lost at the moment.
He's important to me, is he?
Do I like him? Or.....just feel weird because we don't talk, don't even like friend now?
Soooo "FAN" now!
Really need to find a chance to talk to him.
Don't want to let all these feelings leave to next year.
Hope things can sort out before 2010 comes.
God bless.
Saturday, 21 November 2009
Work Hard, Play Hard
21.Nov Sat Cloudy...
Now, I'm in sis' shop n listen to those music, feel like going to club again.
I know, it's terrible. Haha.
Last night went to HQ with Karen. That was no many people when we just arrived there, but getting quite crowdy at the end. My feet were so hurt at the end, couldn't dance any more, so went to toilet n took pictures. However, I think I can consider that was a fun night last night.
Karen's friend's boyfriend...(so complicated...=.=")got quite a lots mates there. Many of them are studying medicine, and those girls who danced on the top of the seat were all students from the medical school of Adelaide University.
I think, some people will have that kind thinking that doctors, or people study to be a doctor should be like a...boring person...I am kinda like that. But, when I saw those girls, I wasn't surprised. I just felt, life should be like that. When you study, or at work, you should put all your effort in it, and take the responsibility, and do your best. But, when you go out, just enjoy it. Use all your energy to get the fun you deserve to have.Seize the day. Try to most fun you can have, but do all you best to prove your ability.
Work hard, play hard.
Now, I'm in sis' shop n listen to those music, feel like going to club again.
I know, it's terrible. Haha.
Last night went to HQ with Karen. That was no many people when we just arrived there, but getting quite crowdy at the end. My feet were so hurt at the end, couldn't dance any more, so went to toilet n took pictures. However, I think I can consider that was a fun night last night.
Karen's friend's boyfriend...(so complicated...=.=")got quite a lots mates there. Many of them are studying medicine, and those girls who danced on the top of the seat were all students from the medical school of Adelaide University.
I think, some people will have that kind thinking that doctors, or people study to be a doctor should be like a...boring person...I am kinda like that. But, when I saw those girls, I wasn't surprised. I just felt, life should be like that. When you study, or at work, you should put all your effort in it, and take the responsibility, and do your best. But, when you go out, just enjoy it. Use all your energy to get the fun you deserve to have.Seize the day. Try to most fun you can have, but do all you best to prove your ability.
Work hard, play hard.
Saturday, 14 November 2009
Time to Move On
13.Nov Fri melting......
I had a good day, the whole day
It was a really lovely day.
I bumped in old friends, and met quite a few new friends
Which were really good
And, had a good walk with Flo
Everything was good except I forgot to take my exam paper back untill just now
Well, didn't really feel sad after I knew that
It's just...suddently I feel, everyone has moved on, but I'm still here
I feel, I've been left...that makes me feel...lonely
I do hate this word, but it's how I really feel...
I know I got so many people who care about me, who spoil me a lot
But......suddently, I feel...it's different
Time to Move On
I need something different
But, I will still be PICKY~ =P
I had a good day, the whole day
It was a really lovely day.
I bumped in old friends, and met quite a few new friends
Which were really good
And, had a good walk with Flo
Everything was good except I forgot to take my exam paper back untill just now
Well, didn't really feel sad after I knew that
It's just...suddently I feel, everyone has moved on, but I'm still here
I feel, I've been left...that makes me feel...lonely
I do hate this word, but it's how I really feel...
I know I got so many people who care about me, who spoil me a lot
But......suddently, I feel...it's different
Time to Move On
I need something different
But, I will still be PICKY~ =P
Tuesday, 10 November 2009
A Funny Morning
10.Nov Tue The sun is killing me!!!
Had a funny morning. Just went to Morning Glory, and the sales started talking to me by asking me about my frozen water bottle. I think he's doing his job, socialing with the customers. Anyway, then I suddently realised he was the one who were saling the huge "Yoshi" (which i thought was a dinosaur...it's!), so I asked him. However, that was a really dogge conversation...=.="
I left Morning Glory. While I was waiting to cross the road, I thought about the Korean envelope that sis Juan passed to me. There are some Korean writing on it, and she asked me if I can get some Korean people to translate what it means. So, I went back and asked the guy to translate it for me. He was nice to help out, and I also bought the big Cookies Cusion that I have been wanting since the first time I saw it.
I left there, AGAIN, after I done my shopping and the guy translated it for me. BUT! I just realised that I've left my frozen water bottle there....=.=" It started with a frozen water bottle, and ended up with a frozen water bottle too. Anyway, I'M NOT GOING BACK! So embarrassing!!! And, it's so hot out there, I prefer staying in this pc lab, n do my study, which I really should start...well, after I done this blog!
Anyway, Psychology in Society, tomorrow. Don't know why, I am not nervors at all, even now! I know I haven't study at all, but...I just don't worry about anything, at all. That's strange...I think I may die... Hahahahahaha~ Hope not. I have to pass it, I have to do my best!
All right, time to start this stupid revision!
Had a funny morning. Just went to Morning Glory, and the sales started talking to me by asking me about my frozen water bottle. I think he's doing his job, socialing with the customers. Anyway, then I suddently realised he was the one who were saling the huge "Yoshi" (which i thought was a dinosaur...it's!), so I asked him. However, that was a really dogge conversation...=.="
I left Morning Glory. While I was waiting to cross the road, I thought about the Korean envelope that sis Juan passed to me. There are some Korean writing on it, and she asked me if I can get some Korean people to translate what it means. So, I went back and asked the guy to translate it for me. He was nice to help out, and I also bought the big Cookies Cusion that I have been wanting since the first time I saw it.
I left there, AGAIN, after I done my shopping and the guy translated it for me. BUT! I just realised that I've left my frozen water bottle there....=.=" It started with a frozen water bottle, and ended up with a frozen water bottle too. Anyway, I'M NOT GOING BACK! So embarrassing!!! And, it's so hot out there, I prefer staying in this pc lab, n do my study, which I really should start...well, after I done this blog!
Anyway, Psychology in Society, tomorrow. Don't know why, I am not nervors at all, even now! I know I haven't study at all, but...I just don't worry about anything, at all. That's strange...I think I may die... Hahahahahaha~ Hope not. I have to pass it, I have to do my best!
All right, time to start this stupid revision!
Saturday, 7 November 2009
Losing you
7.Nov Sat what a chill morning
Today starts with happy n good
But, ends badly.......
Didn't expect this happen
but...I think I have to lost these really two important people
To me, they are most important people in Adelaide, I think
But, more important they are to me, more differences I can see between us
N I really feel lonely in this way
I think I live in a really different world to them
They can't understand why I don't like this or that
but, for me, i don't even know why i should enjoy all these!
it's really not the way i live on....
5:30am in the morning
wrote this blog at uni........
i think i better go home
don't wanna cry for u two anymore
no friends anymore.....
Today starts with happy n good
But, ends badly.......
Didn't expect this happen
but...I think I have to lost these really two important people
To me, they are most important people in Adelaide, I think
But, more important they are to me, more differences I can see between us
N I really feel lonely in this way
I think I live in a really different world to them
They can't understand why I don't like this or that
but, for me, i don't even know why i should enjoy all these!
it's really not the way i live on....
5:30am in the morning
wrote this blog at uni........
i think i better go home
don't wanna cry for u two anymore
no friends anymore.....
Friday, 6 November 2009
new life
6. Nov 2009 Fri A nice day out!
Haven't write in this blog for such a long time...
Many things have happened during this time
Really have grown a lot after I experienced all these
Just turned 21 last weekend, and now another weekend is coming
Time flies...without noticing me, unfair =(
Had my german written exam today
I did crap....but, if i fail, i deserved this result
Went to see Jiao n Lucas today
for a short time...still wanna know what did i say to them after i got drunk that night...which was really emberracing.....
anyway, it's all over now
Will meet up sis Juan for lunch tomorrow~
It's really blessing that I have been knowing her, Alison, Evon n Helen
All these sis's have helping me soooooo much
Glad that God has sent them to me
It's Zhu's bday today
Really miss this girl, hope I can see her soon
The Jacaranda trees start turning purple
The whole adelaide starts being amazing n warm...
I'm happy again
Thx for those who gave me company during this hard time
Without you, I can't go thu this
New life comes....
I should give you a big welcome.
Good nite, the past.
Morning, the beauty.
Haven't write in this blog for such a long time...
Many things have happened during this time
Really have grown a lot after I experienced all these
Just turned 21 last weekend, and now another weekend is coming
Time flies...without noticing me, unfair =(
Had my german written exam today
I did crap....but, if i fail, i deserved this result
Went to see Jiao n Lucas today
for a short time...still wanna know what did i say to them after i got drunk that night...which was really emberracing.....
anyway, it's all over now
Will meet up sis Juan for lunch tomorrow~
It's really blessing that I have been knowing her, Alison, Evon n Helen
All these sis's have helping me soooooo much
Glad that God has sent them to me
It's Zhu's bday today
Really miss this girl, hope I can see her soon
The Jacaranda trees start turning purple
The whole adelaide starts being amazing n warm...
I'm happy again
Thx for those who gave me company during this hard time
Without you, I can't go thu this
New life comes....
I should give you a big welcome.
Good nite, the past.
Morning, the beauty.
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