9 Oct

9 Oct Thus A little bit wamrer?


Did my presentation today, it was....crap.
But, I deserved it... didn't put much effort in it...I think.

Miki arrived Toledo, and has started his new life in Spain
How good is that?! A new life----"A Fresh Start", Ann alwasy says that.

Tried to book the ticket, I really want to go home.
Actually, I want to go home to avoid something.
But.....when I was choosing the dates to go back home, I wanted to go back as later as I can.
I also wanted to come back here early......for some reasons......
Yes, there are something is important in here.
I have to come back and I have to face it.

If I can, I want to go back to China and stay with my grandma.
In that small town, I think I can have a really quiet life.....
That should be good for me.
If life can be simple again, it should be good for everyone.
Doesn't make any sense....does it?
Whatever......

"Whatever", this remainds me about David.
Didn't know that message I sent caused that many troubles...
It's just a message, and I had no any idead what happened till a year later.
Am I a trouble maker?
I think I'm...
Whatever......

I do scare now.......
Why I'm so stupid?!
Same mistake, I made two years ago, now I let it happened again!
So stupid!!

I was looking up the flights to Sabah.
I want to go to Alison's wedding.
I want to buy a dress for her wedding. (IP

I really want to be someone better.
I really do......

I think I should have a dream
A dream that I can put my 100 efforts in.
Then, I can sing "I have a dream~~~~'.....so lame....!_!"'

Everything can be better
We are all special individual
We love each other......
If someone will read this, I think he will say my logic is so weird
Hehe~ I don't care!
Even though it doesn't make any sense most of time
That's who I am and how I live.

Thanks for the music
Thanks for Your great love





I want to go back to stay with my grandma and never come back.